As if it’ difficult to tell, I’m in a rut again.<\/p>\n
I go through these every so often.\u00a0 This one has been especially bad, and I haven’t even been writing much short stroke work as Reject Reality.<\/p>\n
I’ve been fiddling with a few things here and there, but nothing has really been coming to fruition.\u00a0 I keep hitting roadblocks when I do get some writing done, but most often, I can’t write more than a few paragraphs before I’m drained of motivation.<\/p>\n
Depression is a bitch.<\/p>\n
No, I’m not medicated, nor will I ever be.\u00a0 I’ve seen too much of what happens with my wife to ever even consider that.<\/p>\n
I still make it in to work and function.\u00a0 What I lose is my creative drive and my capacity for enjoying things.\u00a0 While that’s disheartening, it’s not life threatening.\u00a0 I just try doing other things until something wakes up my spark again.<\/p>\n
That’s what I’m doing now.\u00a0 As always, apologies to anyone waiting for the next chapter\/story.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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